Friday, March 31, 2006

The Process Complete.

So last night was the big one. The Graduation ceremony for class six.

KOTO well wishers numbered around 500, they came they clapped, they cheered and a few shed tears too.

It was a lavish affair that beffitted the kids' achievements. Pop stars, choirs, pyrotechnics, falling balloons, specially scored music, specially made films etc etc etc. It was all in their honour.

Did I cry? No, well not really. I welled up frequently. I took several moments at several times to compose myself. I hugged, I reassured - I stole KOTO posters from the walls to sneak to the graduates as souvenirs. I didn't say goodbye. I know they won't be able to stay away. I won't see them as often. But I will see them.

Because, like all the times at KOTO when the moment becomes overwhelming, it's only later that I try to put in context my emotions.

And the emotion isn't sadness. It's not quite happiness either. To best explain it I think I would have to say it's the process of being humbled.

The KOTO kids are a reflection of the country they are from. They've had it tough. They've had to fight. They've given their all and worked hard without complaints. And some how they have turned out magnificently.

It is that which is truly humbling.

Another volunteer said goodbye today and I reflectd on the goodbyes I will be giving in nine months. Emotionally I can't imagine getting through that. Because while you build ties with the kids they ultimately come and go. The staff that I have worked with since the start are remarkable and they have been my constant in this big KOTO family.

Today I am just so proud to be a part of it.

* The pic above is one of my own - a KOTO graduate with his proud family visiting from their countryside home. Expect more pics soon from the pro photgrapher at the event.

4 Comments:

At 6:46 AM, Anonymous Nick said...

Steve,
If I got yuor name wrong, i am sorry. I am so moving reading your blogs and reviewing most of your photos. Thanks.

You are doing a woonderful thing for god and for yourself. i am so envy that I didn't get to do any of it, not just yet. It is always on my mind though.

I want you to know that i admire your work and the works of KOTO organization. You guys are making all the different in the world; it is a better world because of your combined and individual effort.

Keep up the good work; i'd like to join you guys one day soon. In the meantime, please email me if i can be of any assistance,
nickpham@yahoo.com

Nick, California, USA

 
At 6:48 AM, Anonymous Nick said...

Steve,
If I got your name wrong, i am sorry. I am so moving reading your blogs and reviewing most of your photos. Thanks.

You are doing a woonderful thing for god and for yourself. i am so envy that I didn't get to do any of it, not just yet. It is always on my mind though.

I want you to know that i admire your work and the works of KOTO organization. You guys are making all the different in the world; it is a better world because of your combined and individual effort.

Keep up the good work; i'd like to join you guys one day soon. In the meantime, please email me if i can be of any assistance,
nickpham@yahoo.com

Nick, California, USA

 
At 10:52 AM, Blogger Thuy said...

Ditto with Nick.
It is so sad to read that you will be leaving Vietnam this year - you and Doug! I have really enjoyed reading your blog. I have learned so much about Vietnam and Hanoi. It is a wonderful thing you are doing in Vietnam. I feel proud just reading about it. God bless you for what you are doing. I was hoping to meet you and Doug someday in Vietnam. Oh well.
Good luck to you and your future endeavors.

 
At 9:42 PM, Blogger Jo said...

well, wherever you end up going, i hope you'll be starting another blog, steve!

it must have been a really fun evening. how was the hangover level next day?

 

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